1. |
Apollo
03:12
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2. |
Reluctant Kisses
04:15
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My hands are floating over strings of unknowing
of what’s to come and what has been
I give you reluctant kisses and recall all near misses
of what might befall me again
I am the stuck roller on your little blue lighter
that won’t give way to a flame
Midnight she sneaks right in steals the show and all the same
And you’re left standing there baby with the blame
You say you want what’s in my head
I’m scared so I give you my silence instead
And though my heart is glistening
I warned you I’m not so good at these things
I’m not so good at these things
Now you come haunted by all that you said to me
Even more baby we share a bed
You say you want what’s in my head
I’m scared so I give you my silence instead
And though my heart is glistening
I warned you I’m not so good at these things
I’m not so good at these things
I remember every whisper that you said to me
And all of the time runs away in the rear-view
And all of the crimes that we swore that we’d not do
Are catching up to me
You say you want what’s in my head
I’m scared so I give you my silence instead
And though my heart is glistening
I warned you, I warned you
You say you want what’s in my head
I’m scared so I give you my silence instead
And though my heart is glistening
I warned you I’m not so good at these things
I’m not so good at these things
I warned you I’m not so good at these things
I warned you I’m not so good at these things
I’m not so good at these things
I warned you I’m not so good at these things
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3. |
Clean Lines
04:35
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Clean lines, no replies stuck up in the haze again
Look out, look down on the town that’s done you in
Cross 3rd Avenue the gates open up
and they’re at your front door
(Don’t open the door)
Come back, relax, compact your things
The telephone rings for the cover of a magazine
I could never live your life
Stuck in permanent daylight
So afraid of what the night might leave behind
Reach out I drowned inside the promised land
Does it hurt? They’re digging, they’re digging to find the dirt
All alone in crowded rooms and suddenly it’s got to you
A wave’s coming down
(but you don’t hear a sound)
Recoil, retort, stuck at the airport
The telephone rings for your understudy waiting in the wings
I could never live your life
Stuck in permanent daylight
So afraid of what the night might leave behind
And it’s hard to think that time has been moving without you
But all this keeps me running back
Keeps me coming back to you
And now that you’re gone
I find it’s hard to carry on
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4. |
Empty Apartment
05:25
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It’s much too serious now to go on
Calculating the fractions of where we went wrong
Fragments and fractures of my best intentions
Built a sad monument to things
There’s no use mentioning now
That it’s all falling down
An empty apartment too alone to pretend
I’m not breaking I thought I was bending
The sunrise the morning the truth coming out
If you’re falling I’m falling
Is it time?
Is it time to let go now?
Is it time to let go now?
The burden of carrying what could have been
All the rope tied together to climb out the window
Packed so full inside me and strapped myself in
Now it’s all falling down
And I’m falling down with it
An empty apartment too alone to pretend
We’re not breaking I thought we were bending
The sunrise the morning the truth coming out
If you’re falling I’m falling
Is it time?
Is it time to let go now?
Is it time to let go now?
I wanted so badly to make something beautiful
It’s bad yeah it’s bad but still could be beautiful
It’s the space between dreaming and waking
If you cut me there I’m not so sure I can take it
But I’ll take the risk if you share the consequence
Please, please, please just be honest with me now
Please just be honest with me now
With me now, with me now
An empty apartment too alone to pretend
I’m not breaking I thought I could bend and
The sunrise the morning the truth coming out
If you’re falling I’m falling
Is it time?
Is it time to let go now?
Is it time to let go now?
Please just be honest with me
It’s much too serious now.
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5. |
One Day
05:08
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What do you like to hold
Such a darling, fall asleep in your nova
Cute in your birthday suit
My love, we’re only living this instant now
One day I’ll follow you home
One day I’ll make it alone
One day I’ll feel I was better off in Rome
Are they grazed by the afterglow
Is it louder than all of their roar
As they’re chasing your rainbows away
I changed but you stayed the same
Now I just have to laugh at it all
You’re up there on the cinema wall
One day I’ll follow you home
One day I’ll make it alone
One day I’ll feel I was better off in Rome
These faces look all the same to me
Your banker he’s the thief
I’m on the right side of your good thing
One day I’ll follow you home
One day I’ll make it alone
One day I’ll feel I was better off in Rome
Someday I’ll get you alone
Someday I’ll call you the one
Someday your smile will be all that I can hope to see
One day I’ll get you alone
One day I’ll call you the one
Someday I’ll catch you at home
Someday I’ll call you the one
She’s so lost
But she’s so the one
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6. |
Everything's Alright
04:51
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Knock upon the door eight forty five
Don’t dare say what’s really on our minds
I was as afraid as I was blind
Down on Wilshire streets are burning bright
Well I can see the teardrop in your eye
And I can’t break away from all the lies
I swear that there’s a ray of hope inside
But you keep saying “Everything’s not right”
What is it that you try so hard to be
and what’s he got that I just cannot see?
I still recall the words I said
That somehow landed you across from me
And why you standing in the rain?
And love it always feels the same
Oh no, we made it up again
So tell me how am I supposed to feel
Can’t I bring you everything you need
I can’t recall the words we said
That somehow landed us in all this mess
And what was wrong that made us so uptight
Why you wouldn’t talk until I pried
If you’re not here I barely feel alive
So I’ll keep saying everything’s alright
I’ll keep saying everything’s alright
I’ll keep saying everything’s alright
I’ll keep saying everything’s alright
I’ll keep saying everything’s alright
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7. |
All That's Left
04:12
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Blood splashed on the curb
Distant voices you heard
Falling of winter rain
Nothing ever the same
Time lost memory
All a flash and blurry
Slowly time passed
It all went so fast
Spinning spinning tires
Testimonials for liars
Said I’m okay to drive
Never make it alive
I watched it all die
Grab the wheel as a joke
Under ashes and smoke
All this fire I miss
All that’s left of there is…
Was it what you heard
Will you never learn
Must you wreck everything
Go and do it again
You tear me limb from limb
Get up I can take you again
Grab the wheel as a joke
Under ashes and smoke
All this fire I miss
All that’s left
of there is…
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8. |
Off To Sleep
04:45
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Twisted delight
Back stab your pillow in the moonlight
Chasing you down
Hallways echoing words once spoken proud
Sing yourself to sleep
Sing yourself to sleep
A distant melody to keep you company
Sing yourself to sleep
Sing yourself to sleep
I pray the Lord to keep you far away from me
Caught in the cold
Sucked down swimming in your undertow
Ensured of flight
Snake over balconies like moonlight
Sing yourself to sleep
Sing yourself to sleep
A distant melody to keep you company
Sing yourself to sleep
Sing yourself to sleep
I pray the Lord to keep you far away from me
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9. |
Jawbone Hill
05:12
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Wanting clever riddles, telling casual lies
Were you never challenged were you never satisfied
Playground battles on Jawbone hill
You were my forbidden love and you want me still
My every pout is your every whim
You held me captive here, you locked me in
And I’m to blame now, as I lay to rest
All those accusing me
I am the killer now, I am to blame
You are the innocent tricked and betrayed
I am the killer now, I am to blame
You are the innocent tricked and betrayed
Our final night as I lay by your side
Pushing from you all those secrets you hide
Slip of the blade, please forgive me
Never was a question of my loyalty
My every pout is your every whim
You held me captive here, you locked me in
And I’m to blame now as I lay to rest
With all those accusing me
I am the killer now, I am to blame
You are the innocent tricked and betrayed
I am the killer now, I am to blame
You are the innocent tricked and betrayed
You are the killer now, you are to blame
I am the innocent tricked and betrayed
You are the killer now, you are to blame
I am the innocent tricked and betrayed
Tricked and betrayed
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10. |
Selling Stars
04:50
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Screaming at you across the wires
Windmills spin as weapons fire
Hold your head beneath the waves
I told you this is diplomacy
I didn’t mean to put you on
I’ll sell my star
I’ll dream on
Signals spawn a sinking prize
Tears in waves, fire in minds
Jumping in behind your lines
From any angle it’s all a lie
I didn’t mean to put you on
I’ll sell my star
I’ll dream on
Oh love
That was not so long ago
[I’ll stay at home this evening
I’m plugged into your TV
I’d give up all my liberty
for national security]
Well I smell the whiskey on your breath
And I fear the chain unbroken yet
I didn’t mean to put you on
I’ll sell my star
I’ll dream on
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11. |
Epilogue
08:10
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I see you sometimes
I’m home then, still waiting
And worlds do collide
We’re hopeful, not breathing
The look in your eyes
What once was has changed for the worst
Try as I might
I can’t pull back the sheets
It’s always a scene
They want to believe
The stories will spread and
The truth deceived
It’s always the same
A car crash of fate
My heart on my sleeve for shame
And we’ve both got lies to blame
I’m out of my mind
The numbness of fealty
I’m over the line
Just begging for that feeling
I can’t change the tide
So I should just leave before the flood
It’s always a scene
They want to believe
The stories will spread and
The truth deceived
I can’t break my ties
Defraud alibis
I wait for the sound
And we’ve both got blame to go around
You tell me I’m wrong
You say this was over long ago
You say “Why go on?”
But I’ve been the one who’s here still holding on
The corners are dark
The smiles flow, the smoke screens
The eyes constant dart
The hoping that you’ll walk in
The season grows dark
The whispers are coming clean
It’s always a love until you bleed
It’s only a love until you bleed
It’s always a love
until you bleed
It’s not really love
until you bleed
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